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The following multi-part poem was inspired by the following passage:
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“Pongileoni’s bowing and the scraping of the anonymous fiddlers had shaken the air in the great hall, had set the glass of the windows looking on to it vibrating: and this in turn had shaken the air in Lord Edwards’ apartment on the further side. The shaking air rattled Lord Edwards’ membrana typani; the interlocked malleus, incus, and stirrup bones were set in motion so as to agitate the membrane of the oval window and raise an infinitesimal storm in the fluid of the labyrinth. The hairy endings of the auditory nerve shuddered like weeds in a rough sea; a vast number of obscure miracles were performed in the brain, and Lord Edwards ecstatically whispered ‘Bach!’
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- Aldous L. Huxley, Point Counter Point, Pg. 32
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The Neurobiology lecture
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The Hungover Student
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By: Mike Karlovich
Written June 2015
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[Attention Lost; Attention Found]
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The marveling student
was sitting front and center
amidst a mystifying
undergraduate neurobiology lecture on the auditory system
when mid-sentence
a student’s serious slouch in the back-corner of the classroom
invaded the professor’s periphery
promptly abducting her speech-intention -
causing a brief digression from the lesson…
[The Calling]
The sound waves of the professor
repeating their
name aloud again and again
attempting to recapture the attention
of this lost sleepy student
combined with the subtle tapping
of the bored foot a psychology student
gazing down at the clock on her phone
to jostle so fluidly the airy sea
of this sacred-learning-place ---
inspiring the matter-elements of the classroom,
each object in their own unique resonance
to compress and rarify with the breathable space
at varying frequencies but constant pace
and these pressure waves swim to
rhythmically beat the threads
of the ear-covering wool hat encapped
upon the mentally-absent fool with desk drowned in drool
whose silly overuse of alcoholic GABA agonists
the night prior had presently efferently deafened him
to seven-tenths hung-over sleep…
[Audition]
And now still unbeknownst
to the semi-conscious perceiver “itself” –
the psych student’s subtle tapping
and professor’s pressure waves
surfed down both ear canals like a ringing bell,
oscillating – relatively more intensely ipsilaterally -
both of the hungover student’s tympanic membranes –
where there, symmetrically cloned within each
lateral side
the three little drummer bones:
the interlocked malleus, incus and stirrup
like a Rube Goldberg device
are set into motion
so as to shake their oval window’s membrane
and summon within the aqueous-gelatin matrix of
the spiral-frequency-mapped labyrinths
an imperceptible tempest
sending those millions of microscopic filaments
arranged chronologically for logarithmically scaled frequency sensitivity
into a gated-spring-loaded frenzy
of negative feedback
with ions on a driving-force-driven
Sisyphean transmembrane journey
toward their
ever elusive electrochemical equilibria,
and this Mobius nature of the ions’ transmembrane journey
so selflessly contributes to power
the relentless ribbon synapses who
using the awesome bio-physics
of their evolutionarily formed functions
send coded afferent shocks of
tonically released glutamate so as to excite
the many countless spiral ganglion cells who
sum together bilaterally to become
the lovely auditory-cochlear nerves;
just like -
crickets hidden in unobtrusive mass
chirping each a separate tone
together to sing sound’s symphony
amidst the mental leaves of neural grass -
setting into further coincidental motion
a myriad of synapses from both ears
to the ancient medulla oblongata
where now there the freshly transduced pressure waves are processed into
frequency codes by the dorsal cochlear nuclei and further then into
timing and intensity codes so ingeniously
by the medial and lateral olivary nuclei
(with contralateral assistance from the Medial nucleus of the trapezoid body), respectively,
where now once processed by the second-order
neurons of the ventral cochlear nucleus
the unconscious signals
are sent
to synapse onto the inferior colliculi
so as to compose with the medial geniculate nuclei
an electrochemical symphony for the auditory cortices,
which upon hearing this symphony
performs then so effortlessly
a miraculously vast number of obscurely intermingled computational mysteries
hierarchically executed
virtually instantaneously
within columnar maps organized tonotopically
and interwoven jungles-gyms of integrated circuitry
that decode the ‘crypted pressure waves
in that barely conscious hungover brain
constructing the subconscious perception of the repetition
of the professor chanting the name:
“Aldous…Aldous…Aldous…wake up!”
and the neural codes revealed the sound
to be coming from straight ahead...
[Reaction]
Somehow or another –
like hearing one’s name across the room
of that cocktail party
everyone truly wanted to be at -
the professor’s utterances abruptly broke the efferent trance:
capturing and opening Aldous’s hearing-door-of-perception,
arousing commanding-motor-neurons to communicate
and mediate a flexor-tensor yin-yang
that lengthens his spine into a postured line
lending then his head to lift
which caused the aqueous gel-matrix
in the semicircular canals
to equally and oppositely shift –
inspiring the calcium-carbonate crystals –
those earth-centered otoliths
of the saccule and utricle
-who with acceleration do love to rock n’ roll
allow then to unfold
increased afferent activity to flow
exciting the principle cells of the vestibular
nuclei of the brain-stem,
which in turn domino to excite
motor neurons of the ipsilateral medial
and contralateral lateral recti
to command the ciliary
muscles to appropriately align the visual field
so that Aldous’s eyeballs
are now in proper place
to perform the mirror optical show
of miracles the eyes both so reliably do…
[Vision]
Aldous’s photoreceptors of his opened eyes
now hyperpolarize
with the incoming classroom light
reducing the amount of glutamate
tonically unleashed from those awesome ribbon synapses
altering the graded potentials
that are laterally inhibited
by cells arranged horizontally
until the remaining signals
are shuttled down
the retinal bipolar cells
where the graded signals
are relayed and transformed
into action potentials coding
photon-points in space
that saltatorily fly
passively down the retinal ganglia
which do amalgam to become
the magno and parvocellular pathways
of the optic nerves who on a chiasma journey
carrying motion, color, forms, and position
information separately eventually synapse
onto the lateral geniculate nuclei
where color, form, position, and motion
are still all coded separately in fields of
similar retinotopic spatial receptivity…
Which then with geniculate fibers that terminate
to layer 4c of the primary visual cortices
where the signals are relayed to –
simple-cells who hypothetically stitch together
to become excitatory and inhibitory
complex cell pairs which end
on end-stopped complex cells –
who – all three together – stich
the coded retina-born points of space
into monocularly dominated columns
of receptive fields selectively sensitive
to the specific orientation of edges, contrast, and corners,
where there the signals venture through
the striate laterally via the constellations
of stellate cells and explore
the higher visual cortices
via neuronal pyramids
who combine into circuits that
flow
to create the so-called ventral
pathway which integrates
the coded mosaic of electric-chemical impulses
to become the visible form
standing
in front of the whiteboard
staring back at Aldous,
and the desks in his retina’s periphery
registered through the dorsal pathway
a storm of cognitive computations that recognize
and identify
the scene he is seeing
is the classroom - -
not his bed or some other space;
while simultaneously
the ventral pathway
performed further elaboration
with the hippocampus and fusiform gyrus to
recognize the foveal target up front
as the neurobiology
professor with a not-so-happy face…
[Conscious Perception]
Then suddenly becoming conscious
of the evoked activity arising
from the cutaneous receptors
on Aldous’s mouth’s skin
reacting to the cool air
that had passed over
his drool-covered upper lip
a jiffy prior when he had quickly
straightened-out his sleepy-slouch
because the signals from the wet lip
were delivered to the brain-stem
and like a game of telephone the afferent signals
were whispered
on their way to the
grand intersection of the
sensuous universe: the thalamus,
where there the coded sensations
made their way to the registered-regions of the
Homunculi-maps representing his upper lips
and smoothly coordinated
so elegantly with many integrated
servo-loops known and unknown to science presently
a pattern of code that
Aldous’s motor neurons descending motor pathway
use to initiate and execute
a flexor-extensor dance to carry out
the wiping of the hung-over drool off of his upper-mouth…
[A Much Needed Breath]
Where then now –
the chemoreceptors in the carotid arteries
sensed carbon dioxide
accumulating from all this metabolic activity
carried out from
having been woken up by the professor repeating the sounds of his name,
and had sat up straight with eyes
opened and focused on the face
of the individual he has recognized as “professor”,
and the afferent sense of the moisture
on his philtrum and its surround
inspiring the descending motor
pathways to choreograph
the intricate muscle-dance so as to wipe his lip with his hand
and so, oh so faithfully the carotid arteries
sent messages to the brainstem
to expel the accumulating toxin
and to invite in more consciousness-fuel:
the holy dioxygen molecule;
and so
as the neural-story goes
the brainstem let the spinal cord know
to remind the medulla and the pons
to sing a song of harmonious
pattern-generation to inspire
the alpha motor neurons within phrenic nerves to
relax the intercostal muscles and
contract the diaphragmatic dome
as to permit yet another cycle of respiration…
[Conscious Behavior]
Whence then now ready to make a peep
Somehow still now so mysteriously
Aldous set the gears in motion
so he could intentionally speak;
voluntarily initiating a synchronous
contraction and relaxation of many muscles so
he himself — this hungover star-dust-born fool
could unleash the magnificent power of the language pathways
to consciously say aloud like a tool,
“I’m sorry professor,
I missed that,
can you repeat what you just said?”
To with which the professor so seriously replied,
“Sure, Mr. Huxley, I was trying to wake you up
so you wouldn’t miss my lecture,
on obtaining recordings
from the chemoelectric song birds
who secretly nest deep
in the neural circus-trees
of the poetic
mountain-jungles of consciousness and cognition…”
At this response
the bored psych student with foot still tapping
looked back down at the clock on her phone
covering her empty notebook,
and seeing not even a minute has past
since she looked last
she rolled her eyes glaring a look of dismay
releasing from her diaphragm a frustrated sigh
--- yet another audible pressure wave…
[Meta-cognition and creativity]
The marveling student
sitting front and center
beamed a smile
at this whole scene
and laughed inside
at the psych student’s bored sigh,
then looked up ahead
at the chalkboard covered in jargony terma, models,
equations and figures flooding him with blissful curiosity;
he then continued using his brain
as he consciously decided to digress his attention
from the lesson
and began creating a poem
about how he feels the endlessness of the brain
and the majesty of an intellect that’s sane
‘nd further how the joy of the neuroscientist
arises from the experience
of the nature of the brain
mediating the investigation
of the brain’s nature
by observing, studying, and experimenting upon itself
to probe into how the brain naturally is, behaves, and operates
and its own role in ultimately producing
the experience of conscious life being-in-itself the brain being-itself ----
all in hopes so as to penetrate that lofty vault of knowledge and wisdom
that thrives within…